MAYBE ...

MAYBE TONIGHT I'M HAPPY...

COZ MY FAMILY ECPT MY DAD WERE WATCHING TV TOGETHER...

AHAHAHAHA..

HINDU..

:p

ASSALAMUALAIKUM......

Ya Allah...
Tabahkanlah hati hambahmu ini dalam menghadapi segala dugaanmu yang mencabar ...
Ya Allah...
gantikanlah aq jikalau engkau ingin mengambil kembali
ibu abah adik kakak abang guru dan rakanku kepadamu....
aq tidak sanggup kehilangan mereka....
biar aq saja yang hilang....

OFF!

PHONE AQ OFF ...

ANY INFORMATION JUST MSG TO MY MUM ...

BLANK !

YA ALLAH....  

TOLONGLAH HAMBA MU YANG HINA INI....

LEPAS 1 MASALAH 1 LG DTG....

AQ X TAW MOE WAT PAH LAGI..

AQ BINGUNG...

SKIT KPLA....

BRI LA AQ SMNGAT UTK IDUP  YA ALLAH....

TUNJUKKAN LA AQ JALAN YANG BENAR ....

AQ INGIN TAW PKRA YG SBNR YA ALLAH...

AQ X TAW PA MOE BWAT....

TOLONGLAH AQ YA ALLAH.....

AQ MOHON PADAMU....

YANG MAHA BIJAKSANA ...

MAHA PENGASIH....

AMIN~

FINALLY

finally....

I apologize to her..... 

 I hug her...                

she so soft.... 

she cry I cry too...

thnk 4 everything mum....

I love you...

YA ALLAH ...

Ya Allah.. aq cnta pda mu..wahai ibu aq syang pda mu..wahai ayah aq syang pada mu....wahai kakak aq syang pd mu....wahai abg aq syang pd mu....

whi adik2 ku aq syang pda kmu..wahai shbat2ku aq syang sama kamu..aq b'sykur krna kmu ada d sisi qu..tpi aq sngat benci pda dri aq..... sorng ank yg drhaka.... nth dpt kah d ampun atau tida dosa aq nie.. rsa baik aq x da... aq hnya mnykitkn ati ornag yg aq syng jak.tpi ajal aq blm smpi lg.. Ya Allah.. jikalau engkau ingin mengambil kembali orng yg aq syang .. janganlah engkau ambil mereka.. engkau ganti aq sebagai mereka Ya Allah.. aq x sngup kehilangan mereka.. biar aq saja yg kembali kpda mu.. amin..

NOT IN MOOD !

Bla smpi umah dri  lthan (6:10) tdi rah rsa cm moe plk ja mama…. Rah rndu ngan mama,,,, mama taw kar?? Rah taw mama x taw pnya…tpi time thu mama x da d umah… mama hntr drang nurul g trning…. Jdy rah tngu la….. bla rah nmpk krta mama kat dpn umah… rah cm moe trs ja pluk mama…… tpi tetiba jak mama ckap “ KMU NI DRI MNA?! MGRIB BRU PLNG NIE??!!” cpa yg tia tkjt kn… bek2 ada mood trs x da mood… rah ckp la “ kn kmi dri trning…. Kn rah ada g taw mama….” Mama “ mna mama engat…. Kn kmu hbs trning jm 5…. Klo abis da thu plng trs bha….” Rah “ ya la bh.. Kmi plang la bh trs ….’ Mama “ jdy npa jm skrang bru smpi nie??!! Klo kmu kna bnuh / colek cm na??!!” rah “ mama ni kn…. Mama pn taw kn… slgi ven thu x pnuh cm na dya moe jln kn…. Mama ni kn ada2 jak yg d pikir… tdi kmi jmpa gk bh ngan pcik….” Mama “ ya la bh….. skrang nie cm2leh tjdi… npa kmu nda ikt dya jak??!!” rah “ dya ckp dya lama lg moeplang….”knpa koe x bwa Hp?? Kc tngal kaj kat umah umi… kn kmu lmpas sna..” rah “ mama nie kn….. kmi gna jln bru …. Mna la lmpas umah umi…. Eee…..” nth pa mama ckp lps thu… mls la rah moe engat….. jady setan jak rah cni…. Anyway sorry… rah mnysal ngan kta2 rah yg rah lmprkn kat mama….. tpi rah tpksa ckp coz rzh moe bg tw yg btl….. klo x ….mama da moe kc brhnti rah dri sukan thu kn….lenlah drang nurul…. Snggup lg d hntr….. yg rah x ska bla mama tnya org len…. T mcm2 lah drang ckp thu…… lg 1…. Rah btl2 skit ati bla mama ckp cm thu… rsa rndu rah trs ilang….. mama taw kar??>mama .... maafkan rah sal tdi.... :"( tpi rah btl2 x skngka mama kn ckp cm thu....

LAST ON9 B4 EXAM -03.11.2010-

OOHHHOOOO...

TODAY MY LAST 0N9..

COZ WANNA FOCS TO MY EXAM...

TATATA....

HOPE I GET BETTER THAN BEFORE...

M@D M@Y BR0TH3R

SO SELFISH !!

HE LOCK HIS DOOR ...

I WANNA GET MY BOOK THERE...

I KNOCK THE DOOR...

HE WONT ANSWER ME...

I KICK THE DOOR HE WONT OPEN....

I GET ANOTHER KEY FROM MY MOTHER ROOM....

I OPEN THE DOOR....

HE WAS SLEEP....

I GIVE HE A SLAP AND HE WAKEN ....

*I LIKE WANNA PUNCH HIM....*

BUT NEVER MINE....

........

ALL MY PROBLEM ARE SOLVE ....

WITH MY MOM ...

MY PARTNER...

I WAS APOLOGIZE TO THEM....

THAT ALL MY FAULT....

I'M SO SORRY....

GOT FIGHT WITH MY PERTNER ( MY BELOVED )

HAHAHAHAHA....

IN THE MORNING I WENT TO PEKAN PAPAR WITH MY SISTER....

WENT TO LIBRARY....

WANNA DO MY WORK THERE....

OTHER THING...

MY STRESS GOT DECREASE.....

FIRSTLY ...

I'M HAPPY...

BUT WHEN IN THE EVENING...

I GOT FIGHT WITH MY PARTNER....

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HIM...

I GOT FEVER NOW....

SO SAD.....

M0M ... F0rG!V3 M3 ~

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN I HAD??
MOM??

WHY YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME??

WHY?
SORRY ABOUT LAST NIGHT...
THAT WE GOT FAIGHT...
FORGIVE ME...
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO YOU...
I JUST CRY....FORGIVE ME MOM....
I KNOW I'M NOT USELESS DAUGHTER.... M'I??

WHEN I LOOK YOU....

I WANT TO CRY...

MAYBE...

IT COZ....

I LOVE YOU MOM !!!

I FIGHT WITH MY MOTHER

TONIGHT IS THE BAD NIGTH FOR ME....

COZ I GOT FIGHT WITH MY MOTHER...

I TELL HER ALL ABOUT MY FEELING....

I SAY THIS HOUSE LIKE A JAIL TO ME AND OTHER THINGS....

AFTER THAT MY MOTHER ADVICE ME...

I JUST CRY...

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY...

AND AGAIN...

I GO TO MY ROOM ...

LOCK THE DOOR AND WRITE THIS POST....

PLEASE SOMEBODY....

CHEER ME UP...

T0D@Y HUh??

TODAY JUST LIKE THE OTHER DAY...

I'M SO SORING AND LONELY....

I'M JUST TIDY UP THE HOUSE...

LAST NIGHT...

I ASKING MY MOTHER...

MOM CAN I GO TO THE LIBRARY TOMORROW??

MOM SAY...

NO... WHO WILL TAKE CARE OF YOUR BROTHER??

WHO WILL TIDY THE HOUSE??

AFTER MY MOM SAY LIKE THAT I  GO TO MY ROOM AND LOCK THE DOOR....

THIS MORNING MY MOM SAY....

ARE YOU OK??

I'M NOT SAY ANY THING...

I'M JUST QUITE .....

SO I DO MY OWN WORK JUST LIKE THE OTHER DAY....

I JUST LIKE IN THE JAIL !!

T0n!gh7

TONIGHT HUH ??

I MUST FINISH MY HOMEWORK...

BUT...

I  DON'T WANT AND I DONT KNOW WHY...

MAYBE I'M ALONE AND DON'T HAS FRIEND AT HOME...

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO SAY NOW....

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME.....

H0l!d@y

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO TODAY....

SO BORING ~